Twisted and torn

The feeling  keeps growing
The need is more
But was it a mistake
Or was it not
I am twisted

Twisted and torn
between lust and love
what is more important
can someone tell me please..

I still love that moment and treasure it
but was it the real thing I still do not know
whom have I betrayed
was it me my soul or a the unknown third party’

There are no doubts that I love the moment
it was my day and mine only
each word he whispered in my ear
keeps echoing 

Will he be mine?
Were we meant to be together?
is he my owner
the questions keep torturing me